hyliaschosenloser:

I hate this but here I am again…

Last time I was in need of help with graduation and a broken AC during 105° weather, this time it’s really important.

I’ve been suffering from some chronic health issues over the past years and they went from steadily getting worse to quickly getting worse.

I’ve been experiencing nerve problems, starting with the occasional numbness. Along with the numbness, there’s a more frequent, intense pain with it, causing me to have issues walking some days, and it’s impacting my daily life more and more as time goes on. I’ve been struggling with these pains interrupting my personal life, my work life, and my hobbies.

On top of that, I’ve had rapidly growing memory loss problems that are much MUCH more frustrating. I feel at such a loss, it’s upsetting everyone around me and I’m so spacey, so forgetful, so confused just ALL THE TIME. I can’t remember things I’ve remembered for years, I can’t remember what I ate yesterday. I remember all the things and I remember nothing. This, I think, is interfering with my jobs even moreso than the pains. I keep trying to push on when I’m hurting, maybe I can sit down when it hurts to walk, maybe I can handle other things when I can’t deal with money, but when I can’t remember what I need to remember I can’t.. do anything.

I’ve been working with multiple doctors for months now, being poked and prodded for fibromyalgia testing, the possibilities of lupus and MS, but nothing has really come from it. My doctors are at a loss so they’ve all agreed and have ordered me an MRI, EEG, and various other testings. The only problem is that these appointments are going to amount up to $1,000.

I was supposed to be going Monday, Sept 24th, for the MRI but we’ve had to reschedule it and are back on the waiting list because we weren’t told about the cost until this weekend. Our insurance isn’t able to cover much of this at all and we’re required to pay $400 up front and it’s just been really overwhelming.

We don’t know what to do, I don’t know what’s going on, I’m hurting, I can’t remember anything, I can’t fully function and it’s inconveniencing everyone around me, and I’m tired.

I just want this to end and I just want to know what’s going on.

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If anyone can help me, if anyone could, in anyway, just support the journey to possible discovery and potentially recovery, even $1, you don’t even know how grateful I’d be.

I’d be super appreciative to any form of support, any good lucks and well wishes, I’m so confused and I hurt and I just want this to end.